27 May 2011
I'm a person with a cold-heart.
Lately I've realized that I act cold towards a person that I've become distant to. And most of my ex-boyfriends have been telling me that. I mean, I seriously don't blame myself on why a break up had to occur, but I believe that it just wasn't meant to be and that they were douches. Plus, who am I to blame that I act that way towards them and other people? I'm not asking for you to like me or anything, I just act the way I usually do. If I don't know you, I won't break a smile until the other person does. I won't make a sound until the other person does. I don't approach anyone unless that person does first. But the only thing I'll do first is to shut the doors to my heart from you so that you don't come running back in. Come on, I earnestly believe that second chances are useless. With me, you only have one chance, and one chance only. If you mess up once, it'll mean you'll mess it up a second time. All those, "I promise I'll change" shit are all lies, LIES! It's not as if they'll wake up the next day and decide to change out of no where or to wake and be changed all of a sudden. It takes time for change, also does effort. But then again, who knows~
Labels: Cold-hearted
27 May 2011
I'm a person with a cold-heart. @ 11:20:00 PM
Lately I've realized that I act cold towards a person that I've become distant to. And most of my ex-boyfriends have been telling me that. I mean, I seriously don't blame myself on why a break up had to occur, but I believe that it just wasn't meant to be and that they were douches. Plus, who am I to blame that I act that way towards them and other people? I'm not asking for you to like me or anything, I just act the way I usually do. If I don't know you, I won't break a smile until the other person does. I won't make a sound until the other person does. I don't approach anyone unless that person does first. But the only thing I'll do first is to shut the doors to my heart from you so that you don't come running back in. Come on, I earnestly believe that second chances are useless. With me, you only have one chance, and one chance only. If you mess up once, it'll mean you'll mess it up a second time. All those, "I promise I'll change" shit are all lies, LIES! It's not as if they'll wake up the next day and decide to change out of no where or to wake and be changed all of a sudden. It takes time for change, also does effort. But then again, who knows~
Labels: Cold-hearted
i my me mine.
i only show you what i wanna show you.
i'm a student at university of hawaii at manoa.
aspiring geophysicist; seismologist & volcanologist.
i want to work for noaa or usgs someday.
i'd like to live in korea or china during my research days.
i have the best of friends and family.
i make wrong decisions but i know how to strive and reach my goals.
future blog post.
upcoming posts
Pig Rabbit & Kissing Star Necklace
Shokudo
Father's Day
Submarine Groundwater Team
FOB; who, what, when, where and why?
Changing hair color, changing style.
KPOP Influence
